Its Lianne’s ( my niece) first birthday. It was nice party held in Jollibee, Sta. Rosa, Laguna. It was fun, fun, fun
On our way to sta.rosa, my eldest sister and I were talking about some properties. She asked me if I ever think of getting a condo. I said yes but not this time.
When is the time? That is when there will be someone who can join me in the house. I experienced renting a house for my own. It was big, nice new house. What happened? I sleep there only about 10times. 7times there when am able to find a friend to sleep over in the house, 3 times there am alone but I was always crying. I feel so bored and left alone. I decided to give up the house, even how beautiful that house is, coz for me it’s not a house .. it’s a deserted house.
So no, I will not get a place like that again if I will be alone. I don’t like to experience that again. I need a happy and lively house.
Sunday, I was not able to get up. My tummy aches so much. I was in deep pain that I cannot even move. Its my first time to experience a very painful stomach that even just a little body movement the stomach aches deeply.
Monday, I took a leave from work. My stomach is still painful and I decided to consult a doctor already. She gave me a digestive enzyme supplement which is called pankreoflat. I have to take it three times a day. I hope it will work.
After my check up I told my niece that mamamatay na ako. She asked when. I said in 10 days. Then she asked me how did I know. I told her because the doctor said. She told me not to go to the doctor anymore so that I will not die. Oh kids, their innocence makes me smile
Its my father’s 65th birthday tmrw. March 11. Happy Birthday! Wish you more birthdays to come.
If I will be asked what love is.. I can answer love is my papa. He never fails me in anyway. I miss him more especially when am sick coz he use to take care of me. He never sleeps whenever am sick to monitor my condition. I hope I can find someone who is like him who gives love, care and protection.